My livejournal here, is obviously dead and accumulates dust+cobwebs once in a while. Hahaha, i occasionally use lj to check out communities and updates for my lovely k-pop bands and j-pop, and pretty much other stuff than blogging. I deleted all the previous posts (since not many read them, actually) and if you would like to know more or read more about my boring and lifeless routine/everyday life.
Go to my blogspot, if you please: kayelmen


P.s.
I might come over to update, once in a blue moon :D

Hello all, it's been awhile no?
All's well. All's well. Can never wait for the holidays and jobs to start so the money start rolling in and all. Hahahaha! And, of course with much hope to have good promotional grades. Maybe aint that awesome ones, but a good enough to promote up to year2 and working hard for the rest of my life could come later! :D

And i'm thinking of moving, well not moving away from blogspot. It's getting boring there, i need more creativity and freshness from somewhere. Hahahahahahaa, maybe tumblr, that sounds interesting. Tumblr seem to be the new blogspot!

It's the final lap now. Funny how i could be so relaxed, though knowing that this year's been gone in a blink of an eye, and feeling that i've not been studying as much as compared to last year. I'm studying as hard as i am praying for the best of my results; the promotionals start tomorrow with general paper and mother tongue to kick the ball off. Go people, i know we can all do it. Those that are reading it, believe in yourself because only believing then comes miracles (or that's what i believe) because if you dont give yourself that one last opportunity, i doubt there'd be any chance available for you anyways.

I'm not sure about how i'll do this year, so before i step into the examination hall, i'mma send a text to my mom and dad to tell them that i love them and i'll do my best for these upcoming papers. I might not be the brightest kid in school nor am i the brightest kid at home. I might not have done well for psle, or the O's nor did i do good last year, but i'll try to be this year. I'm sorry for not being so hardworking, i'm sorry for letting you down, i'm sorry for not performing up to your standards; i'm sorry. I dont know if this year's going to turn out good, but i can assure you that i've done my best for it and if things still dont turn out positive, i dont know what am i to do.

As much as i want to believe in myself, as much as wanting to do as well as what you've expected me to be; i'm going to be the very best that i never was. Thank you mom and dad, for not pressurizing though your silences is killing me silently. Thank you mom and dad for believing that i am able to do better this year. There are too many things i could thank you for and be sorry for, but i should stop here because there'd be a better time for it. Just. Not. Now, or not yet, that is.

Cheers to myself and 09B5.
I love you Mom, and Dad.
P.s.
I'm so sorry, if i cant get you the best present this year mama, but i love you.

Everything tonight's gone all haywire and stuff. I hate how this feeling surges through and suddenly floats up to the surface of your being. Takes over you for the whole night till it finally decides to leave, making you feel empty and unpromising. It sucks a little too much, doesnt it? As much as i would love to look at life in an easier and simpler way, society, education, economic and the 21st century will never allow me to (perhaps, never allow any student to) Now, i'd wish i'm born way earlier where stress might not exist in such minor situations. Or not.

( Because you ought to know more... )

Anyways, if you're wondering why i am posting at such a horribly weird time, haha! I just woke up from my sleep because i got so tired just now, i dozed off on my bed without bathing and stuff, gross, i know. So i just woke up, practically. Hahaha! I have another hour or so to catch a few Z's and school will begin, with breakfast and Macs with my beloved 09B5, that is! Awexum :D

Weirdly, i have been having this constant urge to splurge (hey, it rhymes, haha!)
I got three new tops recently, and they're awexum pieces, i must say. One of the most fascinating and thankful+love forever shirt i got was the TOP shirt. HAHA, no shit, the shirt has 3d-gold button-like circles aligned to form the word TOP. Zomgah, when i saw the TOP top (HAHA) i told myself i haaaad to get that, like, seriously. Hahahaha! And it was like, THE LAST PIECE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! yessah! I'll post the picture some other time, i swear the shirt is to die for, especially if you're a Major TOP fan. Ugh, seunghyun ah <3 :D


(drooooooools pretty much)
K, nap time till school time. Bai! :D
Till next time!

Alrighty, i'm here to put one real awesome music video then i'll be going off to bed already.
Won't Even Start by David Choi. Awesome lyrics, awesome song, awesome tune, awesome man but pitiful because he's a man of little smiles on videos, but i guess he's totally different when he's with his friends. All of you should check out his album, Only You. All of his songs are really nice, a must-get album! Hahaha. So i'll bring to you guys, a song that i totally fell in love with: Wont even start. Enjoy! :D

Holiday! Institute holiday, that is :D
I havent done much the whole day, i just wasted another useful day to finish up my long overdue work. I should start quick, and shouldnt procrastinate no more (major procrastination) So, june holidays are coming. For sure, i'll be cramming my time away, so yeah. Hwaiting! ^^v

This is such a freaking random post!

So i'm home tonight, thinking of much.
About you and your lies that wont stop once.
Blaming myself, why i'd believed you to say.
Just one more time, no more ever then.

Goodcrap, i'm bored please.
I feel like going down to town tomorrow just because i feel like it. And just to sit by the coffee houses, read a book, do my work or people gawk for all i want. Hahahahaha, anyone who's interested in doing so? :D

I feel like dragonboating D:
난 당신이 내가 좋아하는 것.
I think? ^^

And and and! Lee Min-ho is sooooooo hot, ahhhhh! x_x

I'm sorry to all who supported me all along. As i have pretty much expected, I didnt make it to the finals of Stardust 2009, nevertheless, i had tons of laughter during then. Hahahaha, i'm not really depressed or sad or whatever about it, because i sort of knew if i was able to make it or not. I really want to thank 09B5, Eve, Sha, Cat, Jerry, Jahafar, Wallace, my cousin and many more of others for supporting me. All of you really made a little more difference to my (screechy) performance on Saturday, HAHAHAHAHA.

And to the finalists of Stardust09! Each of you are so awesome that even losing this doesnt matter because i know i have very very worthy competitors, i'll be there on the finals to support each and every one of you, for sure! <3 :D

ICANDY! :D
He is so cute. No, really. HAHAHAHA!

I cant wait to seeeeeeeeee himsxzszx next week.
Kbai ^^

1. I initially had an appointment at LWSSOM for a recording practice slot at 6pm. &I'm not going.
2. It has been windy and cooling, good for my sunburn.
3. No one's home but me.
4. Oh, the quiet surroundings.
5. Resulted in me becoming too lazy thus not going for recording.
6. I lied to the people saying i have to fly overseas and only can turn up for recording tomorrow at 7.30pm.
7. I still dont know how to get to Killiney Rd other than the fact that i know it's near Somerset. HAHA.
8. They're home!
9. Yes, pasta for dinner! :D :D :D
10. Prata session tomorrow!
11. Hope it doesnt ruin my voice for recording.
12. I need to stop lazing.
13. And start on my assignments.
14. Before i seriously get slaughtered, for real.
15. i have a feeling that i'm going to be having detention on monday because i skipped gp tutorials on friday.

All in all, i am screwed when school reopens.

I guess this is the first post for the year 2009. It's already mid-March. I've been here to read and all, but i've always been so lazy to update anything. Heh, so that explains the cobwebs. Well, so far, school's been cool, TOP has been so lovely and dreamy and tall :D

Grr, it's raining here. The thunder and lightnings are so loud and scary, it got me kind of jumpy. Somehow, i have this feeling that there'll be a power failure later, so i better be finishing this post up before it's all gone and before i start getting grumpy and all. I shall be here to update again very soon since it's the one-week holidays now, jya-ne! ^^

 I got my ipod nano already! Hahaha, its name?
Tictac, want to know why? Think not eh, haha, if you actually do, try facebook ^^

I need a job T_T
HAHA :D

And Danny's sister's so cuuuuute.
Not that i'm interested in her, but to think that having a sister would be nice too, mhmm?

Holidays are here! Yay, for holidays.
Unfortunately, i'm sick. Not just me, apparently everyone's almost down with something!

I better get well soon, i need to start working so i can buy my nano! :D
(abrupt ending)
Jya-ne!

I want a nano badly. Hahahaha, but it costs freaking 248 sing dollars!
I'mma save up, just 50bucks more! Hahaha :D

Orange orange orange! :D

So yeah, as expected, i got retained.

( Extension? )

In a nutshell, i am staying in millennia.

For this super interesting encounter, go to kayelmen's now!
You might not want to read about it, but if you have nothing to do, please do! :D

Okay? Okay! Goooooood~
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

It's over, yes sir-ree! Now till the 14th, i'm on a holiday! Yes! I repeat, a holiday! :D

Danial's deciding to leave. To go to a poly where he can do better (yes, and keep his long hair so he'd make shahrin jealous because he cant keep it much of a longer length, hah!) so yeah, i dont really want to lose a funny guy like him and besides, he's been a really awesome companion. So i wish you all the best, Dann!


( If You Want To Live, You Will Obey, so Click here! )

My favourite: You've Been Activated.
HAHAHA, you'd understand only after you watch it, so go now! ^^